This is my mother. She left me when I was just 14 years old. I saw her a few times from teenage through the typical college years (although I didn’t have typical college years) and then she passed away before I married or had children. She was a wonderful woman that I know I would talk to her often if she were alive, but I really never got the chance.

The most current entries are things I would tell her and only her ... because they aren’t meant to be heard, just vented (if she were alive). The majority of this blog are letters she wrote to me (and a few to my sisters) during the years that we were apart.

Sunday, June 29, 1980

June 29, 1980

Dear Betsy,

I was thrilled to get your letter.  You are really sewing a lot.  I am proud of you.  You inherited it from me and Great Grandpa Deakin.

I work five days a week and work hard.  I am so busy on days off.  Today we went to church.  I have been working 3-11:30 but hope to work 7:00-3:30 in August.  I work on a cancer floor.  Sandy babysat for 8 days for one of my patients.  One year old boy.  She is very sick.  Sandy goes to Cedar Point on July 7th with church group.  I am reading Nurse.   I saw Kramer vs Kramer.  I have the book.  I saw the doctor Friday.  I need a lot more thyroid but I have to do it slowly.

I went swimming tonight and last night at a new YMCA.  Sandy loved it.

You asked how Sandy uses her time.  She wastes a lot of it as she is bored.  Tomorrow she will go and pick fresh strawberries and go to Lanes Drug Store.  Plus she gets her eyes examined at 1:30.  Then, I go to work at 2:30.

We have found a nice small two bedroom apartment in a quiet building.  We both like it.  But I need my furniture fast.  Remember I love you dearly and sure miss you.

All my love to you,
Mommy

Thursday, June 12, 1980

June 12, 1980

Dear Betsy,

How are you?  I haven't heard from you.  I hope you like this speical book marker.  I miss you very much.  I hope you are well and enjoying your vacation.  I hear you are going to summer school.  As you know your dad wants a divorce since I am not well.  He also wants you and Kirstie.  I hope you understand all this mess.  I love you dearly.  I hope I can see you soon.  Your Dad arrives tonight and I will see him tomorrow.  I guess we will sign all the papers.

Grandma and Grandpa are busy.  Grandpa Deakin is OK.  Sunday is Father's Day.  I am working now & Sandy and I live in a one bedroom furnished apartment.  It is small and we have little.  We will move when some furniture comes.  Please write me and take care of yourself.  Send me a picture of you please for my wallet.

I love you so much.

Love,
Your mom