This is my mother. She left me when I was just 14 years old. I saw her a few times from teenage through the typical college years (although I didn’t have typical college years) and then she passed away before I married or had children. She was a wonderful woman that I know I would talk to her often if she were alive, but I really never got the chance.

The most current entries are things I would tell her and only her ... because they aren’t meant to be heard, just vented (if she were alive). The majority of this blog are letters she wrote to me (and a few to my sisters) during the years that we were apart.

Friday, September 5, 1980

September 5, 1980

Dear Betsy,

I imagine you are getting anxious to move.  I hope I can see you when you come.  Grandma and Grandpa would love to see you also.  How is school?  Sandy started yesterday and she already has a lot of homework.  I am now working the night shift 11-7:30 am.  I go to bed between 12-1 PM and get up at 5 or 6 PM and eat supper.

Sandy runs lots of errands for me.  She is on a diet.  She wants to be thin like you.  My knee still has a scab and will leave a scar.  I can't swim now becasue I got athletes foot really bad.  I didn't get to see your dad when he brought the car.  I was asleep.  Sand saw him for three hours.  What do you want for Christmas? Mommy has not much money as I lost time from work and no pay.  Why don't you write me?  I miss your letters.  Don't you love me.  Please try and write me.  Is Kirstie okay?  She never writes.  Do you still sew all the time?  I am glad you have the machine.  I have to go and use Grandma's when I need one.  I am starting to knit again.  My left hand is almost well.  I am thankful.  Please tell dad how much I want the Mormon books.  I bought most all of them and I want to read them.  He has all the other books.  Well, I hope you are well.  Please remember I love you.  I gave you life and you are precious to me.  I love you.

All my love,
Mom