Dear Betsy,
Today is a blue rainy Monday I am at Ponderosa eating soup & salad. Grandma said you are too thin. Why did you lose weight? I hope you are well. I have been on my feet a lot more. I walk the mall. Then I go to bed and wake up 2 hours later. I went and got coffee and donuts last night for Bob and me. I stayed awake and then went to bed.
Bob and I live together but I am not happy. I hold back the tears. His language is awful and he is mean and crude. I don't know what to do. I see my psychiatrist this week. I hope he helps me. Bob is a good person. He is up all night and sometimes days and some days (most) he sleeps so he is little company for me. He was like this before but he changed but fooled me. If I divorce him, I have no hospitalization or drug or doctor coverage. If we separate I do but I want to be free of him. I wouldn't if we separate. He really likes you and is worried for you are too thin. I wish you would come for a visit soon. I miss you a lot. You are good for me. When are your vacation times? Sandy had a good time here. She look so pretty in your dress. I finally got our wedding pictures developed and I'll get a copy of the best one for you.
I have little news. I got part of your Christmas present. I spent a lot of money at the mall walking around. I will go when I finish letter and walk. Then I'll do exercises (rocks) and go to bed early. Bob could care less what I do.
I really enjoy and appreciate your letters. I know you are thinking of me. I wish we had more memories. Oh, Grandma and Grandpa sold their house. Now they need to buy a condominium. They are so busy but enjoying their short trip to Virginia. They had a good time with all of you.
Well, I will close and go to the mall and walk. Take care. WRITE! Remember I love you so very much & miss you.
All my love,
Mommy
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